So someone just told me about this and I am truly so shocked. Glory to God!!
i have dreams…
it included someone that was not my boyfriend…
i didn’t know why at first i start dreaming of him…
but since that day, i started to have another dreams of him… our scenes in the dreams progressing from friendship to more than just a friend…
and i started to think about him… i started to find a way to be with him.. until he asked me why do i choose to go with someone who isn’t my boyfriend..
and then i stopped..
but again and again, my feelings go ups and downs about him.. sometimes i can stop it, sometimes just can’t stop thinking about him…
i enjoyed the conversations… he seemed to be a nice person to talk to.. someone who likes to think and question things..
sometimes, i’m mad at myself.. why can’t i be faithful. and be grateful for the one i already embraced..
dreams are just dreams.. i don’t know if it will really come true.. as beautiful as in the dreams.. with all the constraints i now have in my life…
feeling awkward, bad, and angry… =(

Conflict is inevitable in relationships. Here’s how to handle it.
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When God writes your love storyI want a meaningful, purposeful relationship…
Not only filled with meaningless intense physical tension…
I want a man who knows his vision…
Whose dreams aligned with mine…
Who respects me as a partner in life…
Who loves and serves God for life…
Who will be a good father to my children…
Who can brings out the best in me…
Who has a willingness to learn and grow…
Who search my heart and thoughts…
Is it possible God?
Especially when I already done a few BIG mistakes in my life?
T_T
My Child,
You may not know me,
but I know everything about you.
Psalm 139:1I know when you sit down and when you rise up.
Psalm 139:2I am familiar with all your ways.
Psalm 139:3Even the very hairs on your head are numbered.
Matthew 10:29-31For you were made in my image.
(Source: restore-renew-revive)
…be still and know that I am God…